19.11.24
screenshot - img from ribo.zone grafics
the net its such an amazing place, even when you think you have a personal experience someone comes with something like that, cus wdym you made a stamp about the brazilian ver of the book ''god emperor of dune'' with the silly worm son on it?!, I remember seeing the cover on pinterest and thinking about it sometimes while laughing at the thought

16.11.24
Me and my cousin (I'm 16 and she's 18, it's relevant to the thought) were talking about the 'death of adolescence', we were talking about how society, the media since the 00's or further back killed the teenager, we focused mainly on series, she said ''Gossip Girl'' (the og cus dah) contributed to this phenomenon, in my society in my country it is very common to have an active sexual life at 12-13 promiscuity abounds among men and women and alcoholism along with the consumption of other substances is normal things, a 16 year old girl looks like a 22 year old or older, I because of my reaction to the fact that I am a little out of the norm, since my sexuality, my gender, my mental disability and among other aspects of my pre-adolescent life affected me in that aspect, anyway, let's get back to the subject. the stage of adolescence dies thanks to the confusion "you are not a child but not an adult either" you are in that confusing limbo that as fresh minds that barely touch self-knowledge (which in my experience not many touch that part and remain stagnant) are taken to what their parents tell them or the media of the moment, Gossip Girl, Elite, Euphoria, American Pie, Britny Spears and anything related to adolescents consumed by adolescents advocate adulthood, but the problem is that they usually believe that having an active sexual life makes them adults and drinking, smoking or drugging makes them capable of even calling themselves mature, as an observer of these events in my friends, colleagues, acquaintances and relatives, they normally get into problems or complicated and complex situations that not even my parents could solve, I have seen with my own eyes how they suffer for it, how they suffer for their desperation to grow, to be about skip that stage, because many already do, whatever, for me adolescence is a stage for self-discovery and developing your personality, tastes and defining your place in society, just living human experiences, besides having fun in the process.
no me though, I failed in the concept of adolescence according to the society in which I live, I am a disaster of suicidal thoughts and very attached to the rules that my parents sent me, trying not to hit my head against the wall and survive with a disability in your mind that for some reason makes you see the world differently HOW FANTASTIC (/ sarcasm) and parents who do nothing even when they are aware of this, I barely graduated from high school and it seems that my parents have forgotten the times I cried from stress for a task, the self-injuries and scratches when I did badly in an evaluation and among others.

10.6.24
If I dress like an angel every day, I feel like I would become famous but since I live in the third world they will call me crazy, I mean, I'm not talking about aesthetics like coquette or angel-core or any of that rather like a costume, dresses or white clothing, fake or embroidered wings on the outfit in all the outfits of the day without fail and a plastic halo, woah it would be amazingly CAMP or maybe not, it would be more of a performance or an alter-ego I don't feel much like an angel I clarify that I am speaking literally here it is just a thought